Tiredness

Life is difficult. The way through life is rather tired. Why did we born on this world. Is it a need to entertain others. We are not born on this world to entertain others right? It's indeed tired, if we have to live to think about others feelings. Whenever decision we take, we have to consider about the others first, how they think, how they feel. Anyhow, I am really tired of this already. It's like a heavy chain that bind us humans innerly. Will the day come, when we all can do whatever we like and take whatever actions without considering others??

doubleo.cbh

The Beauty of Life

There are so many beautiful things around us. All we need to is to open our eyes and observe, then open our hearts and feel.

Wow, the birds are flying randomly under the tangerine sky.


The horses, run freely on the green field.


The fishes swim happily in the crystal clear water.

Yea, life is beautiful, when they have freedom, isnt it? ;)

doubleo.cbh

If I walk away from this world...

Everythings in life is unpredictable. I, or anyone of you may leave this world at any time, if it is our fate. Maybe I have good imaginations, but I would like to say some words, if and only if it did happen. But don't worry my family and my friends, I have a high EQ as a counsellor.

Just recalled last time there was one artist who wrote something and imagine what will happen after her death. Unfortunately, she passed away in a road accident. I am thinking of doing the same thing but of course, I hope to live to hundred.

If... if I left you all, those who are dear and important to me,

Please, I beg you to live your life to the fullest. However, please remember that there was once such a person named Choo Boon Hooi has walked through your life before.

For my family, I really want to apologize that I have left you all by incidence. Definitely all those loves I gave cant compare to you all. Please support and take care of each other and live your life happily to the fullest. I shall always blessed you all my dearest people on this world and keep watching you all. I haven't left, my spirit will always be there. =) I would be glad that I am no more a burden to you all. And please, give the love you want to give me generously to my brother and sister. To my dear siblings, please always listen to what your parents said, because it is ALWAYS for your own good.

For my friends, I am really glad to have you all in my lives. My good friends, close friends and true friends, you all are like a mirror to me, color up my life. Although my body may perish, but my spirit will never. Those who known me well, please continue my ambition, spirit and obligations in life. Hey, I will be watching from heaven and smiling whenever you all achieved your dreams and ambitions in life. Maybe when I am gone, there will less one annoying person disturbing you all.

Please promise me, if can, try your best to visit me at least once in a year. Telling me your recent stories and keep updating me. Then I won't feel lonely there. ;) You are welcome to sing in front of me if you feel free. Just share with me whatever you want. Bring some good food and wine. I LOVE it. Haha!

Great. Life cycle keep going on, non-stop.

悄悄地我走了
Quietly I left
正如我悄悄地来了
Just like I come, quietly
我挥一挥衣袖
I swing my sleeves freely and easily
不带走一片云彩
without bringing away the joy, happiness and glory

*Please forgive my poor translation* ^^




doubleo.cbh

My Thoughts

Self-questioning

Time passes so fast. I am 19 years old today and currently taking JPA scholarship and facing AS Germans. It's also the time for me to redeem myself before stepping into the entrance of uni's life.

I am a buddhist. What have I done then?

Always respect my parents and appreciate them? Yes I managed to do it.
Always endure and having patience no matter in what situation? Yes, I managed to do it.
Always putting others in the first place compare to self? Yes, I managed to do it.
Always wearing a smile while meeting others and making others happy? Yes, I managed to do it.
Forgive everyone no matter for what they have done? Yes, I managed to do it.
Always helping others with a kind intention without requesting anything? Yes, I managed to do it.

Gladly and sincerely, I managed to carry out most of the teachings. It seems that I can walk up straightly and facing other proudly since I have done the right things.

What else I have done for myself?

Thinking about my own good at most of the time? No, I cant do it.
Make myself happy or release the anger while I am sad? No, I just endure inside and engulf it.
Spare some time for myself and listen to my own heart? It's very rare.
Quarrel and argue with others to protect my own beliefs? Sometime yes, sometime no.
Use my time wisely? No, I always procrastinate.

What? I think I cannot face myself ler. Feel so ashamed for myself. When can I, at least think for myself, and be selfish just once?

My teachers and my good friends keep reminding me, that I am too straightforward and too kind, will be cheated by others easily and be used. I get hurt more easily in the future.

Nah, I am who I am. We should carry out our beliefs and do what we think is correct. Anyone support my view please...

Hopefully, I still remain who I am after 6 years, when I back to my homeland again. =)



doubleo.cbh

Holidays...Short

My raya break is going to come to an end. The holidays, it seems so long at the beginning, but it seems so short for me now. And AS Germans and many tests and homeworks are awaiting me. Perhaps I will stop blogging for awhile because I am going to be busy for those stuffs. Wish me luck =)

Shah Alam, bis bald!



doubleo.cbh

The Train Station

Our life, it's like the train station. Some people enters the train, some leaves. As we are born, we are convinced to accept challenge in daily life. As we grew up, we learn to accept failure, clean our eyes that filled up with tears and continue on the path.

Everything sometime is just a matter of time. People have different thoughts at different time being. The change of life, the magic, is just simply magnificent.

Today, I would like to say some words to one of my friend, Tan Chee Beng who is going to Canada soon. We, scholars from CLHS, will fly to different place to chase our ambitions on every corner of this world, and now it's just the matter of who's first and who's later. Hobart Lim who was originally from ADFP programme already started his new life in University of Yale, U.S.A.

Chee Beng,
I don't know what else I want to tell you. Lol. Perhaps you have received the words or slide show which is the idea came from Yong Sheng. Do you start to miss those life when we sharing our ideas in PRS session guided by Pn. Ung. I believe that those who joined PRS have strong EQ. ^^. Those lessons we learnt in every training sessions are pretty useful in our life. At first I was sad that you are leaving and not coming back for 4 years. But anyway, I should be happy because you are one step closer to your ambition. Alright, see you after 4 years. ^^

Have a nice day then my readers. Wear a smile and appreciate what you have everyday. =)



doubleo.cbh