Tuesday, November 2, 2010
The Beauty of Life
Sunday, October 24, 2010
If I walk away from this world...
Just recalled last time there was one artist who wrote something and imagine what will happen after her death. Unfortunately, she passed away in a road accident. I am thinking of doing the same thing but of course, I hope to live to hundred.
If... if I left you all, those who are dear and important to me,
Please, I beg you to live your life to the fullest. However, please remember that there was once such a person named Choo Boon Hooi has walked through your life before.
For my family, I really want to apologize that I have left you all by incidence. Definitely all those loves I gave cant compare to you all. Please support and take care of each other and live your life happily to the fullest. I shall always blessed you all my dearest people on this world and keep watching you all. I haven't left, my spirit will always be there. =) I would be glad that I am no more a burden to you all. And please, give the love you want to give me generously to my brother and sister. To my dear siblings, please always listen to what your parents said, because it is ALWAYS for your own good.
For my friends, I am really glad to have you all in my lives. My good friends, close friends and true friends, you all are like a mirror to me, color up my life. Although my body may perish, but my spirit will never. Those who known me well, please continue my ambition, spirit and obligations in life. Hey, I will be watching from heaven and smiling whenever you all achieved your dreams and ambitions in life. Maybe when I am gone, there will less one annoying person disturbing you all.
Please promise me, if can, try your best to visit me at least once in a year. Telling me your recent stories and keep updating me. Then I won't feel lonely there. ;) You are welcome to sing in front of me if you feel free. Just share with me whatever you want. Bring some good food and wine. I LOVE it. Haha!
Great. Life cycle keep going on, non-stop.
悄悄地我走了
Quietly I left
正如我悄悄地来了
Just like I come, quietly
我挥一挥衣袖
I swing my sleeves freely and easily
不带走一片云彩
without bringing away the joy, happiness and glory
*Please forgive my poor translation* ^^
doubleo.cbh
Monday, October 18, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Self-questioning
I am a buddhist. What have I done then?
Always respect my parents and appreciate them? Yes I managed to do it.
Always endure and having patience no matter in what situation? Yes, I managed to do it.
Always putting others in the first place compare to self? Yes, I managed to do it.
Always wearing a smile while meeting others and making others happy? Yes, I managed to do it.
Forgive everyone no matter for what they have done? Yes, I managed to do it.
Always helping others with a kind intention without requesting anything? Yes, I managed to do it.
Gladly and sincerely, I managed to carry out most of the teachings. It seems that I can walk up straightly and facing other proudly since I have done the right things.
What else I have done for myself?
Thinking about my own good at most of the time? No, I cant do it.
Make myself happy or release the anger while I am sad? No, I just endure inside and engulf it.
Spare some time for myself and listen to my own heart? It's very rare.
Quarrel and argue with others to protect my own beliefs? Sometime yes, sometime no.
Use my time wisely? No, I always procrastinate.
What? I think I cannot face myself ler. Feel so ashamed for myself. When can I, at least think for myself, and be selfish just once?
My teachers and my good friends keep reminding me, that I am too straightforward and too kind, will be cheated by others easily and be used. I get hurt more easily in the future.
Nah, I am who I am. We should carry out our beliefs and do what we think is correct. Anyone support my view please...
Hopefully, I still remain who I am after 6 years, when I back to my homeland again. =)
doubleo.cbh
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Holidays...Short
Shah Alam, bis bald!
doubleo.cbh
Sunday, August 29, 2010
The Train Station
Everything sometime is just a matter of time. People have different thoughts at different time being. The change of life, the magic, is just simply magnificent.
Today, I would like to say some words to one of my friend, Tan Chee Beng who is going to Canada soon. We, scholars from CLHS, will fly to different place to chase our ambitions on every corner of this world, and now it's just the matter of who's first and who's later. Hobart Lim who was originally from ADFP programme already started his new life in University of Yale, U.S.A.
Chee Beng,
I don't know what else I want to tell you. Lol. Perhaps you have received the words or slide show which is the idea came from Yong Sheng. Do you start to miss those life when we sharing our ideas in PRS session guided by Pn. Ung. I believe that those who joined PRS have strong EQ. ^^. Those lessons we learnt in every training sessions are pretty useful in our life. At first I was sad that you are leaving and not coming back for 4 years. But anyway, I should be happy because you are one step closer to your ambition. Alright, see you after 4 years. ^^
Have a nice day then my readers. Wear a smile and appreciate what you have everyday. =)
doubleo.cbh
Friday, August 20, 2010
Another Weekends
How many more weekends to go before Hari Raya Break?
How many more weekends to go before Cherating's trip?
How many more weekends to go before we sit for AS German examinations?
How many more weekends to go before GMI of this semester started?
How many?
Then, East Malaysia trip, A-level Examinations, DSH and finally fly to Germany
However, the list is endless. The time is cruel, the changes also. Now we already settle down, adapted to the way of living we have now. But, change will come soon when the time comes.
When we fly to Germany, we have to face different culture, different friends, different food, and be away from those people who are close to us.
Appreciate, appreciate what we have now, before we regret. ^^
doubleo.cbh
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Different People Different Role
You want to know how my mentality works?
In this world, everyone is playing different roles in our life. Let's put the life on stage, there are protagonist, antagonists, and some supporting characters. Suppose that we are the protagonist in our life.
Your family members : They are those who are important to you. You have been arranged by fate to be related to them. Accept it, treasure them and protect them.
Your future partner : Heaven is so creative. He created males and females on this earth. The pages in my life book not yet written with love. She or he will be the one who accompany you to walk through the rest of your life and make new lifes with you. ^^
Your friends : There are so many types of friends. However, our friends, again are arranged by heaven. It's fate that we met here, it's fate that we become friends with each others and it's fate that how long the bond between us can last. There are hi-bye friends and there are true friends. Be wise in making friends. You have the choice. =)
Your enemy : They are those who keep trying to destroy you or go against you. But there is no everlasting enemy on this world. So, the things they do are going to make you tougher. Just take up the challenges, why not? It's free lessons in life. They make your life more colourful. You will become a better man or woman, just like a butterfly that comes out from its cocoon.
People who spread rumours about you : They are people who concern about you. No matter the rumours are positive or negative, wouldn't it to be proud for you to have someone who is paying attention and discussing about you. Haha, so exciting and intriguing. See how they comment on the way how you shape youself in front of public.
People who dislike you : They are not your enemy. They just don't agree with the way you live and your theology of life. They will make you become independent and know that everything is not perfect. Make yourself a better person and prove to them that your way can be successful as well. They will change their mind one day. =)
"Friends" on benefit : We are going to encounter with this kind of people more frequent when we are doing business or working in the future. If you encounter a friend of this type now, leave them before further parasitism on you.
People who support you : Sometime you can't see them clearly unless you are using a magnifying glass. Appreciate them and spread your helps to others as well. ^^
People who admire you : They made you to become a more confident human-being. They are those who keep you moving forward with your own way of living.
Sometime, there are people who is playing several roles in your life. Enjoy your life with a grin and decide your own life sometime... ^^
doubleo.cbh
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Life... A Joke?
In life, we lost everything started from the moment we were born. Of course, we lost our every single moment slowly everyday. When we grew up, we lost some childhood, some of us lost our childhood's friendship. When we step in the university, maybe we lost our secondary school's friends. As we grew old, we may lost someone who are important to us, when they passes away. So sarcastic... Until we take our last breath, we will finally lost ourselves, and lost everything, forever and ever, then rest in peace.
Is life, just a joke? Is there anything that we won't lost? Is our effort and kind act in life being appreciated? What's life actually?
Smile, and face your life.
doubleo.cbh
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
3 Answers Reflect 3 Different Characteristics
Oda Nobunaga, Toyotomi Hideyoshi and Tokugawa Ieyasu and three of the most powerful and famous landlord by that time. Hideyoshi is the subordinate of Nobunaga, while Ieyasu is the loyal friend and ally of Nobunaga. The power of controlling Japan just slipped from the hand of Nobunaga, to Hideyoshi and finally Ieyasu. This is how destiny went.
This historical stories of Sengoku Period are very famous among Japanese, and nearly everyone of them know about it. It's like Three Kingdoms and Genghiz Khan for chinese history, Alexander the Great and Troy for western histories, Hang Tuah and Kesultanan Melayu for our countryland's history. I would highly recommend you to google search it to know futher about it.
Let's begin with their conversation.
Nobunaga, Hideyoshi and Ieyasu were observing birds. Someone brought up a question. What would you do if the bird is not singing.
Hideyoshi : I will do anything to make the bird happy so that it will sing, like providing it with food.
Ieyasu : I will just simply wait until the bird want to sing.
Nobunaga : I will kill it. Why should I do anything else?
At the end, Nobunaga nearly take over all Japan. However, he was being betrayed by his own retainer and was killed in a resort. This incident is well-known as Incident at Honnouji, the Japanese still mention about it nowadays.
Then the power took over by Hideyoshi, and slipped to Ieyasu's hand when Hideyoshi died. Ieyasu lead his troop to defeat Hideyoshi's son and completely annihilated Toyotomi's Forces after the win at Sekigahara.
The story told us that "Patience is the key to success." If you are interested, please search it. Perhaps one day we can sit down and chat about it. Until now, none of my friends know about story in Sengoku Period. Hope that there will be one soon. ^^
doubleo.cbh
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Happy Friendship Day!
There are a few quotes and message which I found them nice and wish to post it here.
Quotes:
"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you." by Elbert Hubald.
"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost." by Charles Caleb Colton.
"Anybody can sympathise with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathise with a friend's success." by Oscar Wilde.
"Two may walk together under the same roof for many years, yet never really meet; and two others at first speech are old friends." by Mary Catherwood.
Messages:
"If you open my heart, guess what u r gonna see? It's U. True friends are hard to find so I kept you."
"A good friend is like a computer. I 'enter' in your life, 'save' you in my heart, 'format' your problems, 'shift' you to opportunities & never 'delete' you from my memory."
Happy Friendship Day!
doubleo.cbh
Friday, July 23, 2010
The Reasons Why I Admire Guan Yu
Description of General Guan Yu:
- Sworn brother of Liu Bei and Zhang Fei
- Red-faced
- Long beard
- His blade, Green Moon Dragon
- Arrogant
- Loyal
- Usually people fear the strong, oppress the weak, he is the opposite
- A fearsome general in fighting, one of the mightest warrior during that period
I will summarise what I want to say in a short conversation.
Restrict prefects like Sun Jian, Liu Bei have their own land. While Liu Bei still a weak forces, Cao Cao was already the Prime Minister, using the current Emperor of Han, to control the land, do what he wants to achieve his ambitions.
He launched an attack on Liu Bei, the three brothers lost contact with each other. While Guan Yu, who intended to protect Liu Bei's family which fall into Cao Cao's hand, traded with Cao Cao. He will help Cao Cao to win a few battles before he return to his brother' side.
Cao Cao has heard a lot about Guan Yu. He intended to persuade Guan Yu to serve him.
Cao Cao : Guan Yu, this is the new clothes that made of the best quality silk in the land. I send it as a gift to you to appreciate your service.
Guan Yu : Thanks a lot!
* Guan Yu wear the new clothes inside, with his original old clothes covered it outside. *
Cao Cao : General Guan, why did you still wearing that old piece of worn clothes. You should throw it away and wear the new clothes.
Guan Yu : That's the clothes that my brother gave me. I wear it on outside, so when I see it everyday, it's like seeing my brother everyday.
Finally, he kept his promise, killed the strongest enemy officer for Cao Cao's Forces, left Cao Cao's side and reunited with his brothers. The story of Three Kingdoms continue on...
doubleo.cbh
Friday, July 9, 2010
Everything, Start from Null...
I only started reading "die Ilse ist weg" today, and I discovered many words I don't know. The feeling is great. Because I have so many to learn, won't have much time to waste then. My spirit and morale, again being boost up.
Let's start from zero. At least you KEEP MOVING FORWARD, you will NEVER be left behind. Coup de grace!!!
doubleo.cbh
Thursday, July 8, 2010
New Semester Comes
Is it that we will turn a new leaf actually? No, we have to face the consequences of being lazy in 2nd sem and face the music if we did bad in our exams. I am one of them. However, there's no way to escape through and it's helpless and meaningless. This is what a coward do. The attitude "there is always tomorrow" is also one of the cause that obstruct us from keep moving forward. How many tomorrow do we still have? Think about it...
I admit that I have wasted my time in these holidays, mostly for entertainment. However, it's meaningful for me since I spent my quality time with my family and friends.
What's next? No more study room in cemara. The only choice left is library. Yeah, perhaps I will send most of my time there. There are people who keep complaining or should I say, gossiping about one of my friends when he frequent the library. What is the business that bother you if they do something that they desire? Besides, this kind of people like to spread rumours, stabbing friends from behind or throw a tantrum at anytime because they are 'girlish'. There are one great quote which say, the way that how you treat your family and your close friends reflect your attitude. If you are stabbing your friends in front of other friends, who know that someday you may treat the friends that witnessed your act some other days?
Pressure... It's what that we have to learn to cope with. This is still a big topic for me. Because I can't usually do well under pressure.
Wishing all of you good luck in your studies or if you still having your holidays, treasure every moment you own. =)
doubleo.cbh
Friday, July 2, 2010
Brazil Eliminated!!
Brazil lost to Netherland with 2 - 0. At the first half, Brazil is leading with 0 - 1 against Netherland, but in the second half, Netherland turn over the tide and scored 2 goals. That was awesome. Since both the first goal was the mistake made by both defenders. However, it is the mindset and the mentality that controlled the match. Netherland started attacking after Brazil made the own goal. My dad was supporting different team with me, and he is shouting when Netherland took the secon goal. Argh! How hearbreaking I felt. I was disappointed that the team I supported was out. Yet, I admit the strength of Netherland.
There will be more interesting match tomorrow. Germany versus Argentina. Again, it's a strong team encounter a strong team. >.<. Just recalled that how I choose the countries to support. I supporting Germany because it is the country that I am going to further my studies. While for Brazil, it is simply because I was supporting the same country in FIFA 2006 after I knew that Brazil claimed the most number of world cup champion. And for Netherland, it is simply because it has my favourite player, C. Ronaldo inside. Now 2 has out, left Germany. Haha. But I am looking forward to Spain's performance. It is doing good recently. Perhaps it is the world cup champion?
The ball is round. Anything can happen. For those who is watching FIFA. Enjoy yourself!
doubleo.cbh
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
FIFA World Cup 2010
Germany is going to fight Argentina soon, and of course not to forget the match of Brazil versus Netherland. It is promised to be good matches. Just keep a weather eye over the horizon...
doubleo.cbh
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Melaka Trip
A Big Congratulations!
Beside, there are some who being offered by UPM and UKM to further in medicine course
My doctor friends, pharmacist friends, actuary friends and etc, all the best in your studies and your life. A bright future awaits you. ^^
doubleo.cbh
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
What's Life?
In fact, I don't know what I was exactly doing in these holidays. Wasting my time in garena and facebooking fo nothing. Haha actually I am 'rotting'. It's a meaningless lifestyle I am practising now. However, I still got some meaningful gathering with old friends.
Once again, the heaven is testing me. I still remember what my English teacher said "when the going gets tougher, only the tougher gets going." This is indeed very apt. Can I actually survive through all these crisis and difficulties in life? I myself also don't know the answer.
Besides, I try to avoid myself from having a conversation with others, worrying they will be affected by my bad mood. By the way, I simply don't know how to make a smile to entertain other people too.
Life, is not a bed of roses...
doubleo.cbh
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Happy Father's Day!
According to statistic, the time that a father spent with his child in a week, it's very few as compared with a mother. However, a father's effort in growing up a child is no much less than a mother. Don' be suspicious of this, especially guys, anyway you are going to be a father in the future.
In fact, my father intended to bring our family outside for food. However, my creative mum who always want to learn new things have cooked something new, mee jawa. So we called off the plan. For me, food at home is always the best. At first, I am too greedy and took too much mee, thought can be more satisfied. Anyway, I managed to finish the food. Haha
Those who haven't greet your father yet, remember to do so. Your simple greet worth more than anything for your father... ^^ Good luck and best hopes for all the father in the world!
With love,
doubleo.cbh
Friday, June 18, 2010
Why Zheng Lik's Blog is called the Special Blog?
1. To voice out my inner feeling and opinion
2. To share what I like with others
3. To keep in touch and exchange latest news with my friends far away from other land
Now talking about "the Special Blog". Have you ever visited it before? Just type "the Special Blog" in google searching machine and you will eventually find it.
Talking about advice gave by Zheng Lik. I would like to share it. Writing in full words but not in msn short form. Of course, that are something more.
But through observing the blog myself, I discovered that.
1. It's in short paragraph and clear
2. Photographs talk more than words
3. The topics is funnier and in point form
4. There are events such as voting for the Lik's electrifying eye award X)... haha
5. ...
You want to know more? Go to the link in my blog.
Alright, I am looking forward to you zlik in blogging. Hehe. Perhaps this will become my hobby when i fly to Germany. All the best to all the bloggers! =)
doublo.cbh
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
The Romance of Three Kingdoms
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Memories and Where my instinct in writing blog comes
Now I was trying to find back how I found my instinct in writing a blog. It still embedded deeply in my mind. A tragic event had happened last year somewhere in around October. Suddenly everyone is talking about my senior who is 2 years older than me, James Khor Wan Kai. I was astonished to hear that he has passed away in such a young age. I didn't believe in the news at first an was later found out that it was true in the newspaper.
Few weeks later I was back to Penang during study leave for 5 days. My father told me further about what happened. I was told that he was very active in blogging and he wished to travel around Malaysia and take down picture for everything he has experienced while studying. His blog jammed with reporters and friends by that time. Such a great ambition, I wonder. I also like travelling and I am the type of person who can't keep myself long in a closed room, but unfortunately I am lazier.
In fact, it is painful to accept that such a cheerful, optimistic person has left us away. Although I am not a close friend of him, somehow I felt a deep sorrow inside my heart. Actually after that I was facing more deaths of my friends in a dragon boat event which happened in January this year. Rest in peace, my dear senior.
Perhaps I am now having the same dream as him. Hope to capture every moments in my life and every things I saw during my travel, no matter in Malaysia or in Europe.
Besides, I started to have my interest in photographing. As I need skills in taking down all the pictures... Perhaps my dad and my friends will be glad to hear that... Haha
May heaven bless me to let me complete my journey.
doubleo.cbh
Monday, May 31, 2010
GMI for me... n my live recently
Let us skip all those introduction and jump straight into wad r we exactly doin in GMI...
Time table for this week:
Mon till Thurs:
8.00 a.m. - 1.00 p.m. Bench Work
1.00 p.m. - 2.00 p.m. Rest
2.00 p.m. - 7.00 p.m. Electrical Theory Lecture
D first day (today) we reached thr, we r briefed n given goggles, shoes and accessories... Bench work... we r guided n entered each of our classes... It's all fine... our teacher is funny n we hav fun of his jokes as well... we r so *upset* to be released so early at 11.00 a.m.
Then... we r stayin in library of GMI while w8-ing for next lecture...
Finally it's tym for electrical theory lecture.... *ohyea~* a no special madam coming in our class... she looked ordinary.... then our lecture started... *haha, so happy*, coz she's reading d notes dat is given to us... *I started to love this teaching method as it is so special n keep my eyes closing... it's a challenging mission to me... as i hav to keep my eyes open... =)*. tmr i guess is mission level 2 d, the difficulty mayb increase... *I really can't w8 for dat, damn exciting*
Bsides... oh... aleluya.. mr sudad's teaching is finally questioned... an *it's good*, coz me n my frens sitting bside me is confused... lyk being stunned by tidehunter's ulti in dota, *grin!*
last but not least, d food thr is *super nice* ^^ dun worry my family n my frenz, i m living my life happily over here... =)
Sunday, May 30, 2010
When did I lost myself?
did I ever completed in reading a book? argh i guess yes.... haha... but FEW... only those book dat i really love, lyk the romance of three kingdoms 三国演义, china history, japanese sengoku war period, genghis khan... even the atlas of world wars i oso havn't finish it yet...
it has been a LONG tym (2 yrs n more) since I wrote one chinese essay... haha, whr i used to find the feeling of sadness, my imagination...
lol
d foloing poem is wad i m proud of n still keep it till 2day... it's simple...anyway it earned me RM 50 + RM 300!!!
我快乐
我快乐
当我像猴子一样
在茂绿蓬勃的树林中游荡
大树小木任我攀
我快乐
当我像鱼儿一样
在清明透彻的大海中畅游
深洋细流任我访
我快乐
当我像羚羊一样
在宽阔无界的草原上奔驰
丛涧绿林任我跑
我快乐
当我像鸟儿一样
在蔚蓝无际的苍穹里翱翔
轻云彩霞伴我飞
但是... ...
树林不绿了
海水不清了
草原不阔了
海水不蓝了
我
也不再快乐了... ...
if... if i knew music... i wil definitely make it into a song... ^^
My First Post Since 2007
It has been a long tym when i decided to start my journey as a blogger... But my lazy bone has stopped me frm taking d first step... lol... I wud lyk to quote one sentence frm my kadazan buddy, "lazy kills d intention of moving..." This is indeed very apt. ^^ Will i be an active blogger? haha... still nid tym to prove it...