When did I lost myself?

My fren Shinze coming down to KL, n I brought him to our skul's library... At the first sight he saw our skul's library, he ody fall in love wif it... haha i guess he loves it more than i do @.@... I shud realli appreciated it since i can hav it everyday till i fly... oh man! when did i lost my passion in reading? when did i lost myself...

did I ever completed in reading a book? argh i guess yes.... haha... but FEW... only those book dat i really love, lyk the romance of three kingdoms 三国演义, china history, japanese sengoku war period, genghis khan... even the atlas of world wars i oso havn't finish it yet...

it has been a LONG tym (2 yrs n more) since I wrote one chinese essay... haha, whr i used to find the feeling of sadness, my imagination...
lol

d foloing poem is wad i m proud of n still keep it till 2day... it's simple...anyway it earned me RM 50 + RM 300!!!

我快乐

我快乐
当我像猴子一样
在茂绿蓬勃的树林中游荡
大树小木任我攀

我快乐
当我像鱼儿一样
在清明透彻的大海中畅游
深洋细流任我访

我快乐
当我像羚羊一样
在宽阔无界的草原上奔驰
丛涧绿林任我跑

我快乐
当我像鸟儿一样
在蔚蓝无际的苍穹里翱翔
轻云彩霞伴我飞

但是... ...
树林不绿了
海水不清了
草原不阔了
海水不蓝了
我
也不再快乐了... ...

if... if i knew music... i wil definitely make it into a song... ^^